coping with abstinence???

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I agree with you, I have now been separated about 4-5 months, I lose track at times. Have not ML at all this year, and do not really see much hope in my situation at the current moment. At the same time I still refuse to give up so I don't even think about how to go out and find anyone. I just take care of myself and son the best way I know how. One of two things will occur, 1st-I remained faithful so if we get back together I will not have any regrets, 2nd-I will be a better person for looking deeper into myself and who I am if we should divorce. Having used this time somewhat wisely if #2 should happen, I will be a better catch for that someone in the future, but for now I refuse to look that far into the future.

P.S. all us good ones are with our kids.