mmmm...wine...

okay, so you really don't think the answers will set me free? I wonder. wish I had that crystal ball. never thought of not believing him when he says he is done (which he hasn't done yet). hmmm. the bad stuff is so much easier to believe straight out for me sometimes. okay, you have me thinking. damn that glimmer of hope. trying to squelch it is so hard. okay, will do my journaling, and look into myself some more before confronting him.


M-41
H-38
M-10 years, T-14 years
Bomb-PA 3/19/07
Separated-6/7/07
Piecing/h back home 5/08
S-6
S-4
D-4

"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"

-Mary Anne Radmacher