Today is my birthday and I sure did get a surprise when I got home. I had 2 messages on the answering machine and both of them were from H==no less. It has been 2 years since all of this started and in all that time he has not wished me a happy birthday, Merry Christmas or anything of the sort. It really was a shock. At first I was hesitant to delete them from my messages and thought I might keep them and listen to them again, but I didn't. I hit the delete button and sent off to where all old messages go ==where ever that might be. I have come too far to hang onto the messages like they really meant something to anyone but me.
I am so tired of being used by H that I can hardly stand it. He traded in our almost new 5th wheel trlr so he could buy a new park model to live in. I beg your pardon, but I still own that trlr too, so the guy who took it in trade is in for a big shock. The dealer called me the other day and wanted me to send him the title. I asked him straight out what ever possessed him to trade in a trlr that didn't belong to the person trading it and that still had a lein on it. He said he would rather not talk about it. I bet his boss is not happy at all. I have the title and as soon as H brings over the letter saying that it is paid off, I will sign off on the title. I had to pay for it to get the house in my name, but until I look at the letter and see that it says what it is supposed to, the title will remain right where it is and the dealer can just sit there with a trlr that he can't sell.
I have finally found a job that is part time right now but will be full time in the future. It is not exactly what I want but it will do for now. Having to go to work puts me in a different frame of mind than when I sat at home all day.
My life right now is good and what H does is of litte concern to me. I will always love him with all my heart but for now my life is moving forward without him and I am fine. Finally owning the home we shared together has put a different perspective on everything. I am content.
