people keep telling me its not about me, but its hard to not take it that way. I do know he LOVES the fact that this girl gets a lot of male attention (5'8", dyed blonde hair with long extensions, dresses like she's 20, kind of a 37 year old wanna-be, or maybe that's just my take on her). that strokes his own ego. not that I'm bad looking, I like to think I'm okay, but at 5'2", I'm never gonna have the legs, and even at 40, I tend to look like everyone's little sister.
see, I keep making it about me, and my own insecurities, don't I? I do hope he someday realizes what he has lost. because dammit, I'm a pretty good catch. I am. I know I am. I know I have some really good qualities.
okay, maybe instead of continuing to moan and groan here, I need to go, um, clean some floors.
Last edited by morgan; 07/31/0711:21 PM.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
