Separated from WAW

[dlt1]

One problem to getting the map is it's at our house. I'll be there sometime this week, just have not decided when. Probably during the day while she is gone. Aha! Now I have a good reason to call her, b/c I would not stop by without letting her know.
I have been thinking all day about calling her today. One, b/c I miss her. Two, to offer to stop in on dogs Thurs so she does not have to rush out of work to take care of them before her C session. Three, b/c I do want her to feel like I am OK not talking to her all week. Four, did I say I miss her.
I find myself fantasizing about W several times a day. I haven't felt like that since very early in our M. It is great and sux at the same time.
Problem, I am also thinking about a female friend more often. She is involced with someone else who is away. We have had a budding friendship over the past few months, but only really talked/hung out like closer friends in the past few weeks. I have declined, or not pursued, activities with her b/c my mind is clouded and I may be trying to find something in her that I can not get from my W right now. Nothing physical, but worried about something happening emotionally for me. Anyone else have thsi experience? I am committed to my W as long as we are still M.
Ok so mych for a short msg.
Thanks Atlas, I need to go back over my goals and start setting ones daily and for each meeting. I think it's time to reread DR instead of just reviewing parts. Kind of slowed down after diving into several books.
Last thing...I think! I have given up drinking Monday - Wednesday. Mostly b/c a friend did and dropped his extra pound in no time. (i have about 15 I could do without). But also b/c when I was at home, I would carack one open pretty soon after work, and not stop til bedtime. I found myself increasing that now that I am away, and not liking it in the a.m. I had been there b4, but never took action. So this will be healthy mind and body. I want to focus on my W when I return home and that was one thing that contributed to our drifting.
Ok last last thing. I am also attempting to become a morning person. I've always relished sleeping in late after a late night. But I'm not single anymore, no 2 a.m. stumbles to the bars. My W gets up every morning to walk the dogs. She works harder than me, but I always get to sleep. I am going to work on getting up so I can walk with her, and just take them my self somedays when she goes in early. Or on weekends. She is always tired in the evenings, and it would frustrate me that she was not up for long evenings. But i did nothing to help.
Well, I guess I have more goals now. Thanks for listening!