thanks jak, yes this is very hard. i get very upset with him. not only did he leave me and is off having "fun" he has not seen his kids since saturday. he is supposed to get them tonight as per conversation last night, but he has yet to tell me anything about it today. he has texted 2 seemingly silly questions that i responded to simply, nothing more. you would think he would tell me his plans. i have no idea what he even works today since he works retail.
