how wrong would it be for me to talk to him? I mean really talk to him. when/if he calls tonight, or when he comes over tomorrow. I think I want to ask him, or rather point out, what he hasn't had the balls to say...that its over. that he's done. I know he is. I know he's back with her. I know he went away with her this weekend...pretty sure I even know where, based on the gps. I know its over. and maybe getting it out in the open is a good thing. It beats another bomb, right? this way its more on my terms, rather than when he serves me or tells me. this waiting around until he asks for a D is really awful...I know its heading there.
I've asked him before if he was done, and he has said no, but I think he really is now. he just can't figure out (or again, doesn't have the balls) to tell me. it will hurt like hell, but hey, its coming anyway, why prolong it?
what do you all think?
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
