Thanks for asking. I am in more pain than ever, contemplating W's upcoming romantic weekend with om while I take our children to Seaworld. This is after she took my D for a day out with om on Sunday. At the same time, she is pushing me hard to get the paperwork done for our divorce.
It's like I don't know her anymore. I'm scared because I am starting to actively hate her, and that can't be good. So far, I've maintained a positive DB facade in all my contacts with her, but I don't know how long I can keep it up.
What DR and others have said seems to be true. A person in an affair is just like a drug addict. It seems for her, that nothing, not family, friends, self esteem, or core values are as important as that next fix.
Grateful for your caring.
Larry
M 63 W 40 M 4/91 S14/D9 bomb 7/6/07 D filed 8/3/07 final 2/4/08 thread
