Well DBing seems to work quite well. Now that Summer is here, saw so many lovely ladies out in the sun. Gave me a boost and flirted with a few at work (nothing heavy, just enjoying the banter).

W is with children at caravan, so time to contemplate. Said I wouldn't phone tomorrow as I have plans (go see the Simpson movie). I'll stick to that and contact on Thursday before going up on Friday.

Starting to detach (I think), but in a loving way. Want to stay together, but now feel it wouldn't end the world if we did. That said, I think if we split, she will still be unhappy and will regret it. My only fear (if you can call it that) is that I move on with my life and find someone else and she then misses the boat.

Ho hum, c'est la vie.


Paul

Married 16
Know 21
Kids m8, f5

Bomb: 4/07
Despair to Hope: 4/07 - ongoing

Never, ever give up

Current Sitch