Hey Lin.....thanks. Well I guess I was getting lonesome to hear from you all. Guess I sound like a "whinney butt". Deep down, I'm afraid somebody is going to tell me that and to tell me to shut-up and GAL! But, you that have always come to my rescue have never been anything but so sweet and more than understanding.
As I said, I'm having a hard time this week. As though nobody else does...huh? After I wrote that last post, I felt badly and so selfish. I hate these days that I am so depressed. I know people say to just "snap out of it" and to "count your blessings", etc., etc., etc.,.....I've heard it all. However, when it is more than just feeling the "blahs" or the "blues"....and it is true depression and you have taken medication for years and now trying to go without it....it gets pretty tough. We can have "down" days and then we can be "depressed".....and I am saying this...not to you, but to those who may read this and do not know....depression truly hurts everyone...just like the commerical on TV says. Some may think, "Well, why don't you take meds for it?".....I did for years and it did not help, so now I'm trying to deal without meds. I have to take a lot of other medication for the fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue. Have I said all this before? I'm sorry if I'm repeating myself.
Oh, here I go with another "long" post...lol. Well, maybe I just need to talk it out. It does help to deal.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
