- Asked W if it was OK if I come to the house - "yes" - Decent night, her BFF and other strong supporter of our M have asked my W to go to a movie on Wed night. Relatively obvious to me that the other friend is setting up something to have a chat w/ W about where things stand. This is not the "usual crowd" so it stands a good chance that this is what is happening. - As good as that is for our M, it kinda of hurt my feelings that my W and I have not been out at all together in over 8 mos now (5 mos separated, 3 mos me recovering) so I made the mistake of asking "when do you think we can go out?"...."I dont know" was the answer. OK, MOVING ON. - Looking for a mountain bike to get another GAL idea going. - Talked to H of BFF, he said nothing really came out of dinner w/ W last week but at the family dinner together last Friday, he definitely noticed a "shift" in my W's attitude toward me. - Gave W a bit of an apology again last night, making sure she knew I was not trying to undermine the trip to Dallas w/ S9 issue of wanting to stay w/ me. "OK" was her answer. Gotta love all that dialogue!
Another day, one day at a time - Workouts going well. I always feel better about myself when I workout, this HAS to remain a part of my life I lost for so long.
Me: 46 Wife: 39 D: 13 S: 11, 9, 7 Bomb 3.2.07, Sep Same Day, D papers 11.1.07 Current Status - Wants to take me through Discovery, I will go to prison first.
