Sadhearted, I did the same. Got some books and realized what I was doing wrong that help contributed to this problem. I want to tell him this and I have apologized also. I hope he keeps these letters that I have given him and will re-read them if he is still confused and realize that I would change if he came back. I never was a great communicater either and I feel also that I just don't know what to say to him sometimes and I just don't think that he will ever want to come back because our problems went on for so long before this happened.
Me: 41 H: 39 D: 6 S: 4 M-14 T-16 first bomb: 5-12-07 (M dead doesn't really want to work things out.) second bomb: 6-4-2007 (found note he wrote about wanting desperately to be with OW and would have to give up everything) Kelley
