Like we never loved before 4

[bright 2 morro]

Nature Girl,
Thank you for the support. My H is out of town this whole week. I had a great day yesterday. Until he called at night to talk to the kids and he was cold toward me. He did appologize later but still.

It is so much better when he is not here that it is amazing.

Maybe I need to ask him to leave the house. I think I am getting closer to moving on without him. There is only so much abuse that someone can take. I do love him and want him to be home and in the marriage but I do not want it to be the way it is now. I am tired of the yo yo.

I want someone who will treat me like I should be treated. I am not sure if he is ever going to be capable. At least he will not be until he stops wallowing in self pity. Oh me, oh my.

Mimi