Forgot to mention one other positive that I wanted to journal (and non H-related, aren't you guys proud??). Sis was showing me a fun dance move that she does while jumping on my Dad's bed (yeah yeah, she's probably not supposed to.. ). Anyway when she took me in his room to show me, I saw he sleeps with the teddy bear I got him when he was in the hospital after his heart attack. Something about it made me smile and cry all at once, but all in a good way. It's just a really silly little touristy teddy bear (shirt says "Someone in [my town] loves you!") - but I told him in the hospital to remember there's ALWAYS love in the world, even if not from the one you're hoping. Felt really special that he has it so close by all the time.
Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7 Bomb 1 10/07/06 Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15 Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07 Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate 2/08 slowly improving 7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!) Current thread
). Anyway when she took me in his room to show me, I saw he sleeps with the teddy bear I got him when he was in the hospital after his heart attack. Something about it made me smile and cry all at once, but all in a good way. It's just a really silly little touristy teddy bear (shirt says "Someone in [my town] loves you!") - but I told him in the hospital to remember there's ALWAYS love in the world, even if not from the one you're hoping. Felt really special that he has it so close by all the time.
