Hey Morgan! You're doing fine. You are Super Mom. You are fun. Your kids are having fun at swim lessons. They will have fun having lunch with Daddy. He is 40 and having a MLC. He is losing his kids, not in a custodial way, but you know what I mean. They will always have you, their rock. Remember I am in the same boat and you are not alone. I did something I am proud of today, I cooked a meal. I have not done that in weeks. I don't know why but we have been living off of eating out. left overs, pizza, and oatmeal. I guess I just wasn't ready before, but today I made a nice meal. Tomorrow it will be spaghetti. Isn't it funny how we deal with sadness. At least you are a good enough mom to make your beautiful kids a meal! I am laughing but since my H and I watch every Netflix movie together, I could not find the strength to watch any movie except one:"Something's Gotta Give". I have watched it probably ten times alone when the kids are asleep. Crazy but it keeps me sane. I haven't told that to anyone. I have saved "Pursuit of Happyness" for four months since the bomb. I cannot bring myself to watch it alone and I cannot admit defeat and send it back. I wanted to watch it with him. Crazy me.
Last edited by mkultra; 07/31/0705:14 AM.
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
