Hi. Today my attitude is whatever. Just letting all this crap slide off. I feel more detached. I am gonna get through the next month and am gonna come out better than I went into it.
I am going to start moving on with my life, if at some point, she chooses to come back and work on things, well I might be willing. I might have moved past it. Dont know, I am tired of limbo land. Gonna get my finances straighten out. Gonna become the best man I can. If she sees it well then good. If she dont.....well I am willing to bet sooner or later someone will....
I am leaving my options open, to whatever life puts my way at this point.
