Winding down my month today, and the winds of change feel present. Tomorrow I have to appear in court for the restraining order. (yuck) I haven't seen or spoke with her in months and thinking about the sight of her after she pulls this s**t turns my stomach.

I haven't any idea what will happen but I resolve myself to addressing only what is pertinant and not being dragged into petty personal issues. We are D and there isn't any contact!

I am done with her as she is now and the past is only in my memories. It is sad to walk away from, what I thought, was the rest of my life. My feelings are less severe and she is being slowly placed with my other 3 loves on the shelf.

I still breathe so the book of my life goes on.

I'll participate and wait for my happy ending!

praying for peace and serenity for all

cire

Me 48
X's vary
S 27
S 18
Back with high school sweety after 30 years..