Oh, Lissie. You did it again. You made me cry. I love you so much. Thanks for your kind words. You are so right. I know that even if I never reconcile with my H, I will be a better person than when I started with this. I have a relationship with God and I have become a better person, teacher, and mother. I have survived.

I hope my words do help others because I am totally convinced that the reason God put me on this journey and on this earth.

Thank you all for your help today. I will oontinue to post and I will continue to stand.


Everything happens for a reason, maybe Dad needs to find that it isn't better out there, he needs to realize how good he had it here. Maybe he will find God and that is the most important thing when he finds Him he will know he is supposed to come home.