Weekend over and now back to work. Time went OK, with lots of tears from W and her being sick (through drink) on Saturday night. I held the bowl and rubbed her back. Made some cutting comments whilst drunk (but I glossed over them) and cried on my shoulder; stated she had spoiled the weekend.

Friday night was interesting. I wanted to get intimate, she was not in the mood, but we started and had a good time. She certainly seemed to enjoyed it, but floods of tears and heatbreak after it. In true DB style, I held her close and kept my mouth shut (no questions, no deep and meaningful conversations). Didn't rise to any challenges, so still confused as hell where this is going, but more positive today.

Starting a week away from W and children, so will only be talking on the phone. Not sure if this is good or bad, but will DB all the way from here.


Paul

Married 16
Know 21
Kids m8, f5

Bomb: 4/07
Despair to Hope: 4/07 - ongoing

Never, ever give up

Current Sitch