I am not sure what I expected his response to be from my email, I guess I knew it would be something that made little sense but was not prepared for this:
"I want words to come. I'm not ignoring you...please understand.
I'm terrified. I needed to be I know. The complacency was killing me and I couldn't see past it. I know what I'm feeling is probably a 10th of what you've gone through...but it's debilitating and all encompassing. It has to be.
So quickly I run out of words. I'm not done...I just have to collect emotion and put them in form."
That was about two hours ago. I have NO IDEA what the heck that means and have not replied. He's afraid of what? Having the chance to really be free of me, what he has been saying from day one absolutely has to happen before he can discover who he is? I get that the whole MLC thing is about not being in one's right mind but... WTF???
...still hanging in there!
M - 40 H - 45 (Big Time MLC - Currently House Hopping) S - 11 (w/ Asperger's Syndrome Autism) D - 5 (w/ Type 1 Diabetes) 1 Dog and 2 Cats Married 10/92, Bomb 10/06, H moved out Mother's Day 07 (Sweet huh?)
