I'm not D's bio father although I'm the only father shes' ever known. She's almost 17 now so this is probably not a good time to have her life disrupted this way. Safe to say I think she's probably hating me right about now. Because of where they are, it will have have to be her choice if she wishes to contact me. The last time I saw her I tried to appologize for causing this disruption, told her that I loved her and will always be her dad. She has a B'day coming up so I'll send her a card just to let her know that I'm still here for her and always will be. I love all my girls and if there was a way that I could influence the outcome I would trade all I have for it.
