wow, Jack, thanks for that. you are right, of course, on all fronts. will amend my goal, and will focus on the gifts I do have. we have a friend who died of cancer last month, only 39 years old, and she left a husband and 2 small children. I need to remember what I have. I do.
mkultra, wow on that movie. wow. I just rented the painted veil recently...highly recommend that one, too. won't give it away, but there were some parts that really made me think. think I might rent the one you are talking about.
I do believe in acting can produce real feelings. I have said often I believe in the ebb and flow of relationships...I went thru one a couple of years ago with H, where he felt more sibling than spouse, but instead of doing what he did (go outside the marriage), I pushed thru it, threw myself into my marriage, and it was true, I felt the in love portion grow and thrive again.
okay, small proud right now. the kids were really cute in swim lessons and the boys made some great strides...something I am dying to call H about. but I won't. I'm not going to. will share it with him when he calls later.
made plans with a friend of mine to come over for a playdate. so GAL and keeping busy. and will even make sure most of the conversation does not revolve around H!
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
