Being pretty much out of hope I'm going to follow your lead mkultra and re-read DR, hopefully it will refresh my commitment to keep fighting this thing. To answer your question I don't really know how she feels about me. There are no reasons for us to see or communicate with each other. I've asked her previously to allow me to see my beloved dog, but having been told that she no longer loves me nor sees a future with me, my feelings are the last of her concerns. What Now?, What Now?, What Now?.
