Frustrated and Saddened #2

[stewart10]

Yes, we did to go to Baltimore this weekend. Went to the Yankees-O's game. Things were pretty good. I was just a bit upset at our situation Saturday night and needed to vent a little, since I did not let on to her that I was upset. I just needed to get some of those things out so that I did not say something that I regretted.

Specifically what annoyed me was that on Thursday after work, she chose to go out with her friend from work even though her friend was sick at the time. Well, guess what, my W is sick this weekend, so we get down to Baltimore about 9:30 and walk around and grab a bite to eat for lunch and go back to the hotel at 12 and the entire time we are walking around, she is moaning and groaning about how she doesn't feel good. She proceeds to sleep because she does not feel good until about 5:30. So basically, all afternoon she is sleeping. I got up and walked around the city myself, but it just wasn't the same. Then Sunday, she sleeps until after 12, so again I had to get up and walk around by myself. But she did go with me to Fort McHenry on Sunday even though she still wasn't feeling all that good and she probably was not all that interested in it. We went out to eat in the city before we left so I could try some Baltimore crabs. So not all bad.

We have very busy couple of weekends coming up. This weekend is her sister in law's baby shower up in ma, then next weekend we have a wedding up in albany, followed by another wedding two weeks later in connecticut. So there will be lots more time spent together, at least at the weddings. She seems to be getting a bit warmer towards me lately, albeit very miniscule. But I am tuned in intently to notice even the small changes. We shall see how the next few weeks go.