okay, he just called to say good morning to the kids. he sounds very distant on the phone. still, I didn't ask what was up with him at all...is that right? I was afraid to hear the answer, I guess, and until I'm ready to I am not asking. I figure if its good news, he'll tell me w/o prodding, right?
goals for the day: no calls to him, unless something dire/life threatening.
start the book my therapist lent me
write in my journal (missed yesterday)
try to envision my life without him in a positive way
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
