coping with abstinence???

[mkultra]

I also asked my H to seek help for his depression. I honestly think it is like a chicken/ egg sitch. Is he having an affair to help him cope with MLC depression or is he suffering from guilt of being a super jerk because of the affair? I dunno and he is so far into MLC and lost in misery. I actually did a little cleaning/ snooping and found a lot of his poetry. Very telling but old.