I am so sorry that you are going through this. Please take a deep breath. Try to sleep. Remember his wishes. Live life like you love life, please. Fake it if you have to. If you need to wallow, you deserve it so take care. I don't know what to say. I think it must be hard to want to reach out to that one person and to have only apathy in their eyes. It is painful but you are not alone.
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
