With my sitch spiraling down the sewer faster than a 7th inning urinal in Yankee's stadium. I haven't been on much.
She is unchanged. Still rock set towards divorce.
On that note..bigger things on my plate. My dad lost his battle with cancer and passed away a couple of hours ago.
So now I have a double helping of grieve.
If anybody has another spare prayer..I really could use it.
H-36 W-38 Married 14yrs Together 17 2 Children (D12, S15) 9/20/05 - Seperated 4/23/07 - Dbomb dropped 4/25/07 - I Love you, not in love "If it's not hard, it's not worth fighting for."
They appreciated more than you know my friend. It's hard enough dealing with what I had going on ...now I'm a little bit more lonely without my father. At least he's not suffering and hurting anymore.
He asked one thing of me. To live better and treat myself better than I have in the past. I need to figure out a game plan for that.
H-36 W-38 Married 14yrs Together 17 2 Children (D12, S15) 9/20/05 - Seperated 4/23/07 - Dbomb dropped 4/25/07 - I Love you, not in love "If it's not hard, it's not worth fighting for."
I am so sorry that you are going through this. Please take a deep breath. Try to sleep. Remember his wishes. Live life like you love life, please. Fake it if you have to. If you need to wallow, you deserve it so take care. I don't know what to say. I think it must be hard to want to reach out to that one person and to have only apathy in their eyes. It is painful but you are not alone.
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
