CVA - "Back in Shape"

[Not Much Left]

Need to Journal

Weird day today.

Planned on going to the mall to look at some shoes for daughter that are only at a particular mall. I also wanted to look at mountain bikes there.

So I get home around 9 am after sleeping in. Left last night around 12:30 am after watching a movie so was tired.

Well apparently so was W. S7 decided to join her in bed last night and with the late night, she was VERY tired today, uh oh.

- go to the mall, not much talking in the car, not like yesterday when everything was up and bubbly.
- I look at mtn bikes. Tell W I want a good one so I can keep up w. a friend and she says "your gonna kill yourself" THANKS, NICE VOTE OF CONFIDENCE HONEY.
- THe day really never got off the ground in terms of her in a good mood and unfortunately I let it get to me a bit and didnt have the greatest responses to her mood. Oh well, tomorrow is another day.
- TOnight was not perfect either. S9 and I talked late as usual, W is taking family to Dallas in 2 wks and S9 and I talked about it. He says he wants to stay with me andI really just said whatever he wanted to do was fine, just dont stay w/ me because he feels like I am sad.'

- W comes dowm from upstairs and says S9 was upset about Dallas. She basically says, HE IS GOING, THAT IS IT! Well OK, I say, kinda hurt that I am not part of the decision process. Never got mad, it just seemed awkward.
- Ended w/ a backrub anyway.

Tomorrow will be a good day. Period.