I I have changed my name

[Iamworththetime]

Ugh, just talking to W about financial stuff, visitation...etc.

I know she's at least still physically attracted to me, I was here on the PC looking at my benefits from work, I 've been walking around with my shirt off and just shorts on, and she was looking in the pantry for something to eat. She made this "sound", and I asked what was wrong, and she replied with " I just don't know why NOW your making an effort to take care of yourself, I mean, you're eating good, working out etc... and I just looked at her and said nothing. When I met her I weighed a rock solid 210lbs, and I admit that over the years I let myself go, of course I've never been "Fat" per se, just larger. What I mean is that even when I weigh 275 lbs, I was still solid, not squishy fat, I played defensive end in college so I am familiar with lifting weights and I have excellent muscle memory. It makes me feel good that she's still looking at me. Wait until about 2 more months when she sees me after I've REALLY been working out. I currently weigh in a 215 lbs and have really been working my chest,abs, and arms so much that I now have an 8 pack.lol. Bragging? A little, but i feel good about myself for the first time in a long time.