Kat I agree with you about the locks. I will leave it alone, if a time does come that I feel I am being ummmm for lack of a better word, violated.... then maybe.
I do not think that I am going to prep anything for her, I will ask her to commit to a certain time though. Two things that I am going to do, to CMA, is to keep the list that she gave me, and before she does come to get "her" stuff. I am going to go around this complete house and take a whole disposable camera full of pictures.
What is the old saying? Hope for the best, prepare for the worst. That is kinda where I am. I am hoping that some day she will come around.....perhaps moving away from her sisters house isnt such a bad thing in away. On the nights that she does not have our child she will get a real taste of what it is like being alone ....like I have been.
I am going to bed, and hopefully dream of a lottery win.....
