Sex with my STBXW was horrible. It used to be fine when we started dating but then it got worse and worse over the years. Most of the time she wouldn't let me take my time with her, she'd rather just satisfy me and go to sleep. Many times I stayed awake wondering what I did wrong because the biggest issue with her (us) was poor communication. We talked about the whole world except how we're feeling inside.

So why do I want her back so much? I don't know...surely it must be love? I loved being in her company, sharing and building dreams with her, vacationing wit her, coming home to her instead of an empty house.

Me: 32|W: 34|D: 3yo
1st bomb: Feb 2006 (left one day, came back a week later)
2nd bomb: Aug 2006 (moved out, ILYBNILWY)
3rd bomb: Apr 2007 (filed for divorce)
4th bomb: <her finger on the launch button>