I was caught totally unprepared and just had to get out of there before the tears came and they sure did.
Same here. Even after 18 months I still cry. It helps some but waiting for the pain to end is getting old.
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The last week or so I have been thinking more and more about me filing. I really need some closure here. I know this sit. is not my idea and if I don't want the d I should not be the one to file. But I still keep mulling over the idea, 'file, go on file'. All this talk of filing seems to go against the principle of handing my will and life over to a higher power though doesn't it. It's a tough call.
I have been working my papers and it sucks. We filed but our court date will not be until early next year at the soonest. Part of me wants to let time do its thing but I really want closure. I want my house back and my hobbies back.
Or do I?? Closure is good but it also means a new beginning. I have much work to do before I am ready for that so "closure" scares me to death.
But it is indeed a fresh start of sorts. Maybe that is what we need Paul.
Strength and Honor. You are fighting the good fight.
