It is finally out, he wants a D

[sadhearted]

Thanks.

I talked to my BIL a little bit ago and she has fluid building up again. A nurse came out at 3 this morning. They have given her 24 hours. I talked to my H before hand and told him I was going to see her today if he was interested in going with me. So we'll go down in a couple hours.

I know this sucks. I don't know why he won't let me help. It makes no sense to me. When we went to the hospital to see her after we left he sat in the van for about an hour before he got out to leave. So maybe when the time comes he'll let me but when I was talkig to him earlier it felt like he doesn't want anything to do with me. Though it could just be he's just upset and sad.