my crazy mess

[christarn]

Just a little update...last night the H text me...I avoided responding...just trying to not be so available....withing 45 minutes he called...so I thought what does he want...it was 10:30 pm, and I had to work at 6:30 in the morning...but I went ahead and answered. He took a job out of town, and was calling to talk about how lonely life was on the road, he had also had a dream the previous night that I had died...so I don't know if he had been thinkin or what. So we just talked about everyday life...no mention of the R or the M....just stuff. He also asked if he could have our dog Cade for a couple of days...which really kind of shocked me. It is the first time since all of this that he has asked to see him. (even though he wants soul custody of the dog if we do go thru with the D!) I said sure, so we are suppose to arrange something so he can have Cade for a couple of days this week. I was also happy because he said he would watch all 3 of our dogs while I go to Ireland with my family in September...or at least Cade...the other two dogs are outside dogs, so he doesn't want something to happen to one of them, and me come back from being over seas, and be storming mad! Anyway...the talk was good, and when it was time to go, I just told him it was great to talk to him...and he even said, Christa, it was really great to talk to you too! WOW!! but then again, he is on the road, and life is different out there...when he comes back home, it will probably be back to the same old crap any ways...back to work I go...yippee!! hope all is well with you guys!!