Sex w/ W was best ever, and though we slacked off the last few months (mostly because I was mentally exhausted), have been reaaallllllllllly missing her touch and affection. Have had a few opportunities arise but I just can't do the one-nighter/fling thing to begin with, let alone when I want our M to work. Even if she has or will get physical with someone, I intend to honor my vows to her and though I have many regrets over things I have did/said in our M, I know that I will have no peace of mind over this period if I give in to those weaknesses. Masturbation is a great temporary stress release though!
