I'm so feeling for you right now, especially because I'm feeling the same way. Although for me, its all going on in my head, because my H and I haven't been talking about anything substantive - my thoughts turned there when I discovered traded emails stating ILY/LYT between them. I haven't said anything about them to him. I'm trying to figure out what to do if anything.
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I do not deserve any of this. I deserve to be loved and treated with respect. Not as if I am a yo-yo to play with.
You are right, we don't deserve any of this! We will be treated with love and respect some day either by our current Hs, or just by everyone else around us. I think most all of the Hs will come out of their fogs and start treating us with love and respect. Since your has stopped (?) with the OW, it may be easier for him when he does.
You can let go and that is probably best, but you don't have to give up!
Nature Girl M 40 H 40 M 15, T 19 D11 S9 bomb 3/07 (MOW)
