OK, Atlas, I'm going to send you 40 bucks to buy a new keyboard
WC, you are a stronger man than I. I can't even imagine thinking about trying to get my W back while she was in the midst of an A. I was able to forgive once, but would not have been able to watch her ping between me and someone else. Dude, seriously, kudos.
My vote on your 3 alternatives is that she's probably lying to protect your boy. That's OK. Really. She's h is mom. You don't want to poison him towards her and she, I'm sure, doesn't want to do anything to confuse him further.
That said, you know what, maybe nothing happened. It's possible.
Go camping. Commune with nature. Fish. Hunt (OK, it's not hunting season yet, I don't think. Hell, you gotta get up too early to go hunting.) Or, as Atlas says, think about what you want.
If Nomo, Atlas, and myself ever got you in the same bar at the same time, methinks you would be hammered by the time the bar closed.
I got nothing else. Just wanted to voice some support for you. Hang in there.
BD
My latest
Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY