Frustrated and Saddened #2

[stewart10]

almost had enough to drink tonight to throw everything in her face..... but not quite enough.. funny thing is, all night, I could not wait to get back here and post an update for those that are watching. Why can she be up all night when she is with her friends from work, but when she is with me, she sleeps all day and then can't stay out past 10??? I almost wanted to confront her tonight, ask her why things are the way they are.... but I don't. not getting me closer to my goals.... but I still don't understand... don't think I ever will. This used to never be an issue... now it makes or breaks our evening. She flat out hates me.... and for no reason that I can understand... I have been nothing but accommadating and loving for the past 5 months.... and she treats me worse than someone that she has known for less than one month. Why? Sorry to all those that have read this. Must have been depressing, as it is completely to me. WHY??????