I know if he decides on D at some point I will be okay. I don't want to be okay. I want to be happy with my H. And I just don't know how to get the I'm okay no matter what attitude. Having a tough time with that one.


W: 33
H: 37
SS: 14
S: 7
S: 3
married 08/09/97
Seperated 11/02 05/07
H moved back 8/26/07