Why do these things happen Vlll

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I don't know why I cannot just let go. I think part of it is just the same old stuff, I know if she wanted to put any effort into our marriage it would, not could, turn out a wonderful and loving marriage. My first divorce was good for both of us and have no regrets that it happened other than we have a son together who does not have us together. This time I just see so much potential now if she would allow it.
With all that I have written in my threads, does anyone who has been keeping up see any hope, I actually don't care if it is minimal, at the moment I will take what I can get to keep my faith alive.