It's funny how all of our experiences which are so very different have the same stages. hugs, touch, and oh yes sex with my H occupy my dreams (day and night) even knowing he has a OW. In some ways it makes me sick to think I even still want him with everything that has been happening. With him in the house it is so hard not to just touch yet I fear if I even touched his hand I would get a disgusted look or he would be repulsed. And I look better than I have in years - down 35 lbs and still going -- at least I feel good about myself for that accomplishment! It is so hard though not to have pysical contact and right now another man wouldn't ease this feeling. Hugs from DD give me comfort as at least I know someone loves me unconditionally.
