thank god for costco, right stupid romeo? lol. okay, probably not a lot of you watched coupling, but oh so funny.
I can't even begin to think about how on earth you go about finding someone at this age. used to be so easy, didn't it? school/work/age when almost everyone is single. everyone I know now is married, most of the people I know are sahms. not exactly a hot bed of resources for available men now, is it.
not that I'm looking. but for the future, if what the writing on the wall is telling me comes true, well, I will have to be out there. Just hope if/when the time comes, I'll face it and find the fun in it.
imLIN, it sucks because my h's ow is right here, so he gets all the touch he needs. although he did recently give me the worlds best hug. not long after I started db'g, in fact, I think it was a couple of weeks ago. I didn't ask for it, and I wasn't being pathetic or needy, he just did it, and I let him. and oh my, it was a good hug...hand in hair kind of hug. I love that. but no more than that, hasn't been for a while, not since I found out he was still talking to her.
will try to keep busy. ice cream tends to deaden the pain some, but too much and well, don't really want to go that route, either. guess I'll try floor scrubbing. lol.
and kim, I did understand what you meant. just me musing. its a topic I think a lot about. actually glad to see I'm not alone.
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
