Couple more snippets I remembered from last night that I just have to vent about, and then gonna go try and do something to get my mind off all this. (or maybe find a nice park to take a nap in, I am exhausted).
The text convo between H and PW was gross. I didn't read any of it but I asked H what it was about - probably shouldn't have but I was sitting here feeling so stupid and I at least wanted to know if they're sitting there talking about me "behind my back" so to speak. He didn't tell me all of it (probably most of it) but did tell me that "She knew you were in the room and asked if you were ok with us texting." (again.. WTF???)
When I got pissed and went and laid on the couch he apparently texted her "She found out it was you" and got no reply back. THAT was the comment he had to clarify later - told me "She already feels like dirt because you don't like her, so I shouldn't have said that. It probably upset her." That was when he asked "permission" to text her back - which wasn't really a question anyway - so he texted her later "Sorry I shouldn't have said that. Still friends?" She immediately texts back "Friends." (which H oddly tells me is "shorthand" - for what?? I have no idea.) Yuck, just yuck.
Also while we were talking H brought up that "She thought now that she has her boyfriend maybe we could all hang out again, and you two would be ok." (or something to that effect). He phrased it as coming from her but I am fairly sure he was testing the waters to see my response. I said "He!! no, I finally got away from that. I spent all last year letting her tear me down. I don't hang out with people who are that disrespectful to me repeatedly." [in hindsight what a funny comment given H's total lack of respect towards me right now huh?? ] H said "Well she sometimes comes across that way but she doesn't mean to. I try to see the good in people." Yeah... whatever.
I desparately wanted to follow up with "If having an H AND boyfriend before didn't stop her from whoring around why would having a NEW boyfriend be any different?" But I didn't. My guess is the answer would've been "Well this guy's not married so he's really her boyfriend." (he said something to that effect before). But again.. didn't go there.
Ok...
Enough thinking, talking, and dwelling on that worthless piece of trash. Thanks for letting me vent.
Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7 Bomb 1 10/07/06 Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15 Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07 Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate 2/08 slowly improving 7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!) Current thread
