Irish, I wish I were half as strong/together as your post makes me feel. maybe someday. thank you for the advice, I didn't call and I'm going to keep trying to focus on me.
I have to say I did have a little fun at his expense this morning. not sure if this was right or wrong. we were talking a bit and it came up that next weekend I'm going up to NH to visit an old college friend, likely to take his boat out and such...lots of fun (could see H wishing he could be there almost). then he reminded me that in a couple of weeks he has a festival that he has to be at, so I'll have the kids that weekend. I told him yeah, was thinking I might bring the kids to the festival. now, this is a festival that he has wanted to bring the kids to in previous years, its a great family event, actually, but they were so young last year and the weather sucked so we didn't. when I mentioned taking them, you would have thought he swallowed a fly. I might just have to. lol. seriously.
is that wrong? meaning wrong to tease them, but also wrong to bring them. should I ask H whether he would like me to or not, or just do it on my own accord if I want to? I'm starting to get the feeling he's being much more vocal about us being apart, and possibly heading to divorce, to others as opposed to me, who he is not saying anything to on that front, even when I ask straight out. maybe I'm reading more into this than there is, but I wonder if he's telling people we're getting divorced? now I want to ask...probably shouldnt though, should I?
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"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
