So much for my dignity!!! H just came by out of the blue. I was not prepared to see him! He asked why I seemed mad at him. I told him I was tired of feeling like a fool and why couldn't he just tell me his FF was something more. I confessed everything I knew about their relationship and how sad it made me feel that I couldn't trust him. He still denies anything was going on until the last 2 weeks; they were "just friends". I don't believe him. He just accused me of not wanting to blame myself for our failed marriage; I would rather blame another person. Maybe he is right.
I told him up until today I truly hoped he would change his mind. Now I know he won't. GUess I need a 2x4!!!!!!!!!!!!
