Well, the reason I am kind of on the fence about it is because I don't really WANT the house. I only want it if he is going to be here. If we don't work this out then I would want to move back to my hometown. I know I could get a job there, and I know I could make quite a bit more money there. I don't want to be stuck here because of the house. Right now I am here only because of him, if I am not with him, I don't want to be here. See, when we got married I left everything. My job, my friends, my family and moved halfway across the country to be with him.
We are from the same place, we were together before he joined the AF. We had talked about selling the house and moving back when he gets out because if he is out then there is no reason for us to be here. Like I said, I can make more money back home. I think I have almost talked myself into going along with the sell and moving to an apartment if it does. Then if things do work out...then when he gets out of the AF we would be free to move with nothing holding us here. I don't know, I feel so wishy washy.
