Delia - you're right about the GALing. I know you are. It is just so hard to get off the couch. I hate the idea of going anywhere alone - i hate it. I'm used to having people around me and people to do things with. I just don't feel like I have a support system. I know what I need to do, and thank you for reminding me, I just don't understand why it's so difficult. I'm not the type of person to throw myself on the couch and eat bags and bags of junk, and cartons of ice cream, but I just can't motivate to do anything - not even to go to Blockbuster to get more movies and junk.
I'm not frantic. I've been dealing with this too long to be frantic about any of his antics (hey, that rhymed :)) but I am exhausted. Emotionally drained. FUN?? Where exactly do I find that?
(Don't get me started on the church...H and I had a conversation about that yesterday - I think that sitch has contributed a great deal to his emotional state - fire and brimstone indeed. Vengence is mine says the Lord - and He will do a far better job than I ever could!)
Me: 34 H: 39 M: 7 yrs H A 12/05-8/07
If what you say surprises me, I must have been assuming something else was true. - M. Wheatley
