She will come home, or I'll find it in my own mind

[Heimlich]

Atlas,

Having the same feelings. I love my W and want her back, but I don't want the R we had for the past 4 years (in some aspects, I don't want our previous relationship, even when it was great, either). I'm doing my best to change, and I can pull that weight for quite a while, had forgotten how strong of a person I am, but she's eventually going to change herself to. Can she bend to accomadate me as I'm willing to do for her? Dunno.

I need to do a lot more thinking on this, but, yeah, I feel wishy-washy about this whole thing too everyone once in a while. Just not letting her see that.

Baseball today? If the W calls and hints around again, maybe ask her (or get there and ask her to bring a binky).

BD