Shocked H in NJ looking for DB help

[Willing NJ H]

Heimlich, lol thanks for the laugh. (NJ is tha only state not allowed to carry tasers )

K.C. was good, but not a real "performer." You really have to like his music to like the show (which I do.) Tim McGraw is an awesome concert. Ton of energy and an all out party!

Hd dinner with my mom and D tonight. Helped me get my mind off of things a bit, but not much. Just hoping someone has a method for getting back to the comfort zone I was feeling about two weeks ago. Now i'm wondering what she wants, and if there will be a OM since we are separated or as part of her testing the waters and finding herself. Again, I know I can't do a thing about it, and can't worry about it, but it happens from time to time. I'm still fairly new to this, and am looking for little tricks to help it go smoother for me. Feeling like my life is shattered lately, and I can't start over beause maybe i'll get lucky and she'll come back to me.

Thanks again, look forward to additional advice. Talk to ya tomorrow. Time for bed.